WillTreaty

Cobwebs blaze all around me in the darkness of your heart I've decided I return home. Home to you So I'm clearing out all this mess you've filled your life with since I left And yes, there is a lot of it I'm sorry you had to do that It was never my intention to be away for so long But I'm back now and I know you can already fell me beginning to fill every inch of you That feeling is here to stay.

Everything you took from me was given consensually Now I need you to come back if only to give back my happiness Never could you honestly tell me you felt the way I did So please lie.

Cry for happiness And yell for silence Constantly look over your shoulder to make sure you never look back And then dream of waking up.

Anything can happen in a dream, all you need to do is think. If dreams truly do show your innermost desires then I think that’s the only way I’m going to find mine. I hear that a lot of people dream about those they love. Every night sometimes. I wish that would happen to me. In my conscious state of mind all I can do is think of you, every word you ever spoke, various joyful situations of reunion and even less joyous ones. Subconsciously however, you’ve only entered my dreams once that I could remember when I woke. Does that mean I don’t truly want to see you again? I’m scared I may have talked myself into loving

Suddenly I’ll see you again (it’s not something that can be gradual) I’ll be shaking (and you thought it was medical) Eyes will meet, hearts will beat (mainly mine; you always were a bit cold) And we’ll both turn and walk away. ..or at least you will and I’ll stand watching you leave again.

Force me to stay awake These dreams only haunt me I remember you but not your face A part of me finds that worrying The rest finds it comforting that I can look beyond images I don’t want to push you away But I'm realising You are already out of arms reach Don’t tell me its too late Don’t tell me that which I could hardly remember was the last

I’m content to let this one go. To breathe and just float away with the tides. There will be many more, I know there will. So why does my heart keep telling me you were something special? …All the while Never Letting Go

Adoration is a minor word compared to the beating of my heart. The sky isn’t so vast if you look from further away. When old sounds are ringing in your ears perhaps you need to listen more carefully for new ones. As the wind blows toward you imagine turning the next corner, All too soon.

If you were a drug I’d stay the hell away from you. Never would I give you the chance to tempt me. Giving in to temptation is something my heart cannot handle. No, if you were a drug I would make sure no one else could ever have you; Just to leave all the more for me.

You hi-fived me today. Nothing huge but no one forced you to. You talked to me today. It made me feel loved for once. You sat next to me in class today. We spent all lesson chatting instead of working. You hugged me a “good morning” today. I think that’s what made my day.